Thursday, 18 December 2014

Who to follow on Instagram

I am a very visual person which means that Instagram is hands down my favourite form of social media. A lot of my favourite bloggers also have gorgeous Instagram accounts so I thought I would share some of them with you guys.

Katie- Mummy Daddy Me

Katie is one of my favourite bloggers so it's only natural that I follow her Instagram page avidly. Katie has a knack for taking beautiful photos of her two girlies and even with her iPhone her photos always look so vibrant and colourful. I just love the outfit posts Katie takes of her girls in front of their garage door. I always enjoy seeing what gorgeousness Katie has dressed them in.

Emma- Life at the Little Wood

As well as having a brilliant blog, Emma's Instagram page is filled with all sorts of wonder. Not only does she have a brilliant sense of style but she also lives in the house of my dreams. Her interior shots are just perfection. It also helps that she also has three adorable children who also feature on her page a lot.

Kerry- Oh so Amelia

Kerry has a fantastic blog and a beautiful Instagram page. I just love the whimsical feel to her pictures. I love the cheeky shots she takes of Amelia and can't wait to see pictures of her baby boy when he arrives. I'm a huge fan of the shabby chic look and Kerry's interior shots are right up my street. How gorgeous is Amelia's bedroom?

Katrina- Cool Bananas Blog

It's very much a case of cool by name, cool by nature with Katrina. Her style is so up my street, I've never seen a mama who can rock a pair of Jordan's as well as her. Her Instagram page is filled with awesome outfit posts & inspirational words from the lady herself. Her blog is also brilliant and one to add to your reading list for sure.

Vikki- Love from Mummy  

Vikki's instagram page is all kinds of amazing! It's a monochrome treat for the eyes. Her boys, Riley and Harry are always dressed in the most stylish outfits I've ever seen. I always love seeing Vikki's pictures appear on my feed. Her blog is also one of my favourites.

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Tuesday, 16 December 2014

A wardrobe staple*

After having Ava and becoming a mother I found it hard to find my sense of style again. I once loved clothes shopping and would relish the opportunity to hit the shops. I began to prefer to shop for Ava, dressing her in sweet little outfits was a lot more important than my own forlorn wardrobe full of clothes that were either too big or so old they were looking tired and worn.

Recently however I've been enjoying shopping for myself again, after embarking on a fitness mission I am back to my pre-pregnancy size and clothes shopping is no longer a chore. Something that has always been a staple in my wardrobe however is knitwear, no matter what size I was or if I wanted to dress up or down, I've always had an array of jumpers and cardigans in my wardrobe.

Wool Overs offer a vast range of gorgeous knitwear, from silk and cotton to cashmere and lambs wool the choice is amazing. They even stock festive Christmas jumpers that are actually very stylish, such as my personal favourite (I love the fact that this is also unisex). Wool Overs are currently celebrating their 25th year so you can be sure that you are buying real quality knitwear.

I love the fact that you can choose from over 160 styles and 180 different colours and combinations, meaning that there is something to suit every taste. With the temperatures beginning to plummet there are many of their jumpers and cardigans that I have my eye on. They stock such an eclectic range that would suit most women from their early 20's upwards which I think is a feat in itself and with a price and quality to match. I would love some of their beautiful looking cashmeres to complete my wardrobe.

So if like myself you love fashion and love quality, cosy kniwear, take a look at their website for more information.

*Disclamer. This is a sponsored post

Saturday, 13 December 2014

Ava's Christmas eve basket

I honestly can't believe how quickly Christmas has crept up on me this year! I was so behind with gifts but I am almost done with my shopping now, thankfully!

I started this little Christmas tradition last year and Ava loved it! It's something that I'll continue to do until she's too old. I wanted to share with you what Ava will be receiving in this year's Christmas Eve basket.

This year's box includes-

Olaf soft toy
Frozen book
Arthur Christmas DVD
Fairy Pyjamas
Butterkist microwave popcorn
Malteaser hot chocolate
Reindeer dust
Cussons bath fizz
Thornton's chocolate Santa lollipop
Kinder Egg Santa

I can't wait to see her face on Christmas Eve when we give this to her, she'll be so excited!

Do you make a Christmas Eve box for you little ones? What do you include?

Wednesday, 3 December 2014

A little break + a vlog

Yikes, I've ventured into the land of vlogging again! Please excuse the very dodgy camera work and random clips but I wanted to document our week away.

Last week was our annual week at my mum's in Milton Keynes. We go to commemorate my brother and it's become a little family tradition. It also gives Nath and I a little break and a chance to Christmas shop before the mad Christmas rush.

It ties in with a trip to see Father Christmas in Milton Keynes shopping centre which I must say, this year was fab. Far better organised than the previous years. A little waiting grotto had been created for the little ones to wait in before seeing father Christmas. In there we made some wrapping paper and reindeer food. I thought it was a great idea.

We took our annual trip to Winter Wonderland in Hyde Park which was great as always, it always get me in the mood for Christmas and Ava was old enough to go some of the rides on her own this year, which of course she loved.

We managed to grab some great bargains for Ava in the sales and I had my hair drastically changed which if you've not seen on Instagram or in my previous post may be a bit of a shock!

I feel a little behind which Christmas this year, I guess because we were so caught up with wedding preparations I feel like December has completely crept up on me and I feel completely unprepared and slightly frantic about it!

I wanted to start the Elf on the Shelf tradition this year and also the book advent but I guess those will have to be started next year.

Here are a few pictures from our trip, if you follow me on Instagram you would have seen most of the iphone pictures already.

Every year I take a photo of Ava on my brother's bench. I'll never be able to have a picture of them together so this is the next best thing.

Here's a little vlog from our trip.

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Thursday, 27 November 2014

My style as a mother

After becoming a mother I was certain that I didn't want to lose my identity. I've always loved clothes and have a love for the slightly more unconventional. After having Ava I found it so hard to find my style again, I desperately wanted to cling on to "me" but after putting on weight and not feeling happy in myself, let alone clothes, I lost all interest in shopping. I'm finally starting to enjoy it again. Nowadays I'd rather buy Ava something new than myself but after buying myself a few new pieces recently and changing my hair pretty drastically I thought I'd attempt my first outfit post.

I'm forever posting Ava's outfits on my blog but this is my style, this is something that I wear on a regular basis. I favour leggings and trousers over jeans as I like to stay comfy and with a toddler in tow I'm often crouched on the floor playing various games. I love oversized knitwear usually in a neutral colour but I do like the occasional pop of colour to brighten up an outfit.

These are my dream boots, black with a flash of gold and not too high. Ideal! Also not as expensive as you'd think! These are my winter staple along with my flat, black biker boots from Clarks.

This fur jacket is my new favourite. Although not the most practical it makes me feel instantly glamorous and is super cosy! Thrown together with my favourite fur snood and you have the perfect winter warmer!

And the hair? It's without a doubt my new favourite accessory. After growing my hair out of a pixie style crop for two years for my August wedding I was so bored of it. I wanted to do something a little daring and different. It's a candy floss pink ombré and I couldn't be happier with it.

What I'm wearing

Jacket-Miss Selfridge/ Boots- Miss Selfridge/ Trousers- Topshop/ Snood-River Island

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Wednesday, 26 November 2014

The perfect swimming accessory*

If you're a regular reader, you'll know that every Friday afternoon Ava has a swimming lesson which she thoroughly enjoys. She's coming on leaps and bounds and I'm so proud of her, although her swimming bag wasn't the most practical of affairs. In the absence of a real swimming bag I was using a regular plastic bag which wasn't ideal.

Luckily Izabela Peters came to our rescue. Izabela Peters offer a wide range of gorgeous homeware including a children's' range. It all has a vintage feels and is right up my street.

We were sent this gorgeous, personalised swimming bag which I am so impressed with. Not only is it much more practical than a plastic bag with it's waterproof material, which has been treated with an anti-fungal agent, it also has adjustable, drawstring straps and is incredibly cute. I chose the rabbit design but there were different animals to choose from. We also decided to have the bag personalised. I love the fact that the design is actually printed on to the bag rather than being ironed on which you often find, making it a lot more durable.

Although I hadn't come across Izabela Peters before I'll certainly been scouring their website from now on for gorgeous homeware and bits for Ava.

We were sent the swimming bag free of charge for review purposes. Thoughts as usual are 100% my own.

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Sunday, 23 November 2014

Dealing with grief

This post has been sitting in my drafts for such a long time. It's something I want to talk about but I'm not sure how and I don't know if the words are going to come out right. November is a hard month by all accounts. The weather turns that little bit colder so that the wind just starts to nip at your fingers and the rain turns icy, the nights are so much longer and the lead up to Christmas can be an incredibly stressful time. November is the worst month in my calendar by far, it's an anniversary for my family and I but not one to be celebrated. On the 26th November this year it will be 3 years since my younger brother died. He was 21 at the time, he hadn't been ill, we weren't expecting it. It was huge shock and a massive loss.

I don't want to talk about the reasons behind his death, I want to remember him as he was, kind, funny and one of the best friends I've ever had. Although we bickered like cat & dog we had a bond only people with a sibling will understand. And the day that bond broke so did my heart a little. I was six months pregnant with Ava at the time and I truly believe that she saved me. I don't know what I would have done had I not had her to focus on.

“The pleasure of remembering had been taken from me, because there was no longer anyone to remember with. It felt like losing your co-rememberer meant losing the memory itself, as if the things we'd done were less real and important than they had been hours before.” 
― John GreenThe Fault in Our Stars

This post is incredibly hard for me to write as I don't like to talk about my feelings. I've always been one of those people who hates to cry in public and although I love to talk about my brother I never talk about how it's affected me or my feelings. The reason I am writing about it now is because, well sometimes it's good to get some things  off your chest and I feel like grief is a subject not often broached. People seem to avoid it and it's almost become a taboo subject which it shouldn't be at all.

People say that grief comes in 5 stages- denial, anger, bargaining, depression & acceptance, but for me it didn't happen that way. Although I still think I'm going through it, it's never something that you get over, you always bear the scars. As I was six months pregnant at the time it was an incredibly stressful time. I bottled up all of my anguish and grief and got on with it. After being rushed to hospital the day after my brother died with stomach pains I was terrified. I was told it was down to stress and I vowed for the sake of my child not to let my grief consume me. When Ava was born it was hard, having a newborn is difficult enough without all of the mixed emotions I was feeling. I was scared of getting post natal depression and willed myself to stay strong. I'm proud of myself for getting through that time but it was hard. What I've learnt is, grief never goes away, you get to a stage where you can cope with it but I'll never be able to stop grieving for my brother because I'll never stop loving him, and grief and love come hand in hand.

"If there ever comes a day where we can't be together, keep me in your heart. I'll stay there forever."
- A. A. Milne, Winnie the Pooh

The loss of my brother has changed me in so many ways. When I look back to 2011 I can't believe how upset I used to get over the smallest, most insignificant things. Nowadays I find it hard to accept other people's problems. I guess the loss has hardened my heart a little and when I hear of people getting upset about insignificant things I think "If that is really all you have to worry about then you are awfully lucky" but I have to remind myself that before all of this, I used to be the same. I also have to remind myself that I am extremely lucky and so many people have suffered much worse heartache than me. It's changed the way I behave as a mother, it's as though I'm constantly holding my breath, waiting, wondering what the next bad thing will be. I want to wrap Ava up in cotton wool and never let the wind blow on her but I know I can't do that. Grief has made me so much more aware of the fact that something can be taken away from you so quickly. Life is so fleeting.

But grief has also made me count my blessings. I'm so lucky to have had Nathan by my side throughout. He's always been my rock and I'll be forever grateful to him. It's made me appreciate my family, and my parents and I've realised how incredibly strong they are. It's made me appreciate the little things in life, to take a moment and look around because once a moment has gone, it's in the past.

Grief has also made me unafraid. I'm not afraid of dying because I know I'll have someone waiting for me when my time comes and I just can't wait to see him.

“You will lose someone you can’t live without,and your heart will be badly broken, and the bad news is that you never completely get over the loss of your beloved. But this is also the good news. They live forever in your broken heart that doesn’t seal back up. And you come through. It’s like having a broken leg that never heals perfectly—that still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to dance with the limp.” 
― Anne Lamott